50yrs male incurious looking for first time experience to cocksucking and possibly more

My Ideal Person Unsure as of yet possibly an extremely pretty / feminine looking think with a 7-10" cock circumsized nice perky b or c cup titties slim to average build fit / toned not muscular nice round heart shaped butt no body hair five foot to five foot seven inches around 110-130lbs fun to be around not the Gabby overdoing everything type but looks as well as acts like a lady with a high sexdrive who is a mainly homebody type person likes sports camping outdoors great sense of humor patient and understanding not a hothead can cook clean and is accustomed to keeping neat and tidy surroundings no liars or cheaters good hygiene long silky black hair tanned o T light brown / golden skin enjoys oral sex giving and receiving likes receiving anal sex big bright eyes pretty feet and hands passive not aggressive likes to read watch movies TV action Westerns thriller documentary's is good with money management does not want complete transformation must want to keep penis does not want to have children early twenties to mid forties intelligent well off has money enjoys travel but does not thrive in extreme temperatures likes me for me as I am weeks and all loyal and above all a person I can trust in completely with absolutely no doubts I have very strong trust issues or fears and have found can only trust myself in the long run and would love to have someone to trust in unconditionally !!! ....wow that's slot for being unsure but also very highly non existent human being but that's about what ideal sounds like perfect I'd unachievable for anyone but just right for each other would be awesome !! Well if dreams could come true ???!!!??!!?!!